Title: Twist of Fate: What Comes Naturally
Author: Whoa Nellie ([email protected])
Series: Voyager
Rating: NC-17
Codes: C/f
Synopsis: Nature takes its course with Chakotay and
his new bride aboard Voyager.
Originally posted to ASC on July 11, 2001.
Timeline: Twist of Fate picks up and takes off of the
canon universe early in season five.
This story takes place about two weeks after the events of Blessings and
Wyrd and would be occurring just before the episode Thirty Days.
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always: Paramount owns all the marbles, we just have a lot more fun playing
with them.
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WHAT
COMES NATURALLY
"He's a criminal, you
know." B'Elanna Torres was in
hydroponics making final adjustments to the new systems.
"Hmm?" For her part, Sassy was trying to convince some stubborn apple
trees that espaliering was not a bad thing.
"Chakotay, well all of us
really. The former Maquis members of
the crew are all wanted criminals back in the Alpha Quadrant." In spite of all the work this woman had put
into improving hydroponics, B'Elanna
still didn't trust her. The worst part
was that Chakotay was buying into her story.
"They'll probably throw us all into a penal colony for the rest of
our lives as soon as we get back; assuming, of course, they don't decide to
turn us over to the Cardassians to face justice there."
"Really?" Standing up, she turned to Torres with a
look of feigned innocence. "I
wonder that you'd even want to be trying to get back home."
Shrugging, B'Elanna finished her
adjustments. "We'll deal with that
if and when we get back."
"That sounds like wonderful
advice. That's exactly what I'll do,
thank you." Sassy nonchalantly
began feeding the apple trees.
B'Elanna fumed. She realized she didn't exactly have a way with words, but she
wasn't stupid. So how did Ceshlyta
always manage to make her look like an idiot in conversation. Slamming her tools back into the toolbox,
she closed the control panel and stood up.
"I do want to thank you and please
thank your people for me." Sassy
looked up from her work as Torres started to leave. "You've all done a wonderful job with the new systems. I just want you to know that I appreciate
all your hard work." While she
still took great delight in baiting the Chief Engineer, she did give credit
where credit was due.
"Captain's orders," B'Elanna
snapped. "I just hope it's worth
it."
As she watched the Klingon storm out,
Sassy sighed. Even after spending the
last two weeks aboard Voyager, Torres didn't seem any less inclined to shoot
her out the nearest airlock. Of
course, the barbs probably didn't help but it just wasn't in her nature to back
down from anyone. 'She's a close
friend to your husband,' she reminded herself.
'You're going to have to learn to tolerate her for his sake.'
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"Dr. Ceshlyta?"
"Yes?" Sassy's head popped up behind the genniberry hedge. "Oh, Tuvok, hi. I'll be right out." She disappeared and came out through one of
several breaks in the hedge. "I
was just tending to the coffee trees.
Unfortunately, it'll be a few months before the first batch of beans is
ready."
"I see." Looking around, he noted, "The
modifications appear to be complete."
"Yep, we're fully functional. Some of the plants with shorter growing
cycles are already yielding produce and we should see more crop yields within
the next few weeks or so." She
brushed some sand from her jumpsuit as she surveyed the garden. It had taken a lot of work, but hydroponics
now looked like a botanical garden instead of a cargo bay. "Would you like a guided tour?"
"Some other time, perhaps. I am due on the bridge." He held out a box. "I brought the cuttings from my orchids that I promised
you."
"Oh, thank you," Sassy accepted
the container. "When Neelix saw
orchids on my flower list, he mentioned that you grow them. I thought it would be better to start with
cultivated plants whenever possible.
Replicated plants always seem to take a generation or two to really come
alive."
"Indeed," Tuvok nodded in
understanding. "I would be very
interested in discussing floriculture with you in depth at some point."
"I'd like that." She placed the container on her workbench
and turned back to face him.
"Maybe you can look over the orchids when I get them going, offer
an objective viewpoint."
"Certainly." Tuvok suddenly recognized the music playing
softly in the background. "Is that
a Vulcan piece?"
Listening for a moment, Sassy
clarified. "Vulcan symphonic
concerto. Plants like music, so I have
the sound system programmed with various selections designed to encourage
growth."
"What types of music do plants
respond to?"
"Generally classical and jazz from
Earth go over very well. Betazed and
Vulcan music produce pretty good development.
In fact, almost anything from a telepathic or empathic species produces
an improvement in plant growth. Of
course, technically it relates to sonic frequency. Music vibrates the air around a plant. I could get the same effect by setting sonic heads throughout the
garden programmed to specific frequencies, but the music is much more
aesthetically pleasing."
"I agree. This is fascinating, but I must go. Perhaps we can finish this discussion later." With that he turned to take his leave.
"Thanks for the cuttings," she
called after him. Back at the
workbench, she hummed softly to the music as she pulled out a flowerpot. Activating the biostimulator, she began the
process of cultivating orchid plants from Tuvok's cuttings.
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"Wow!" Chakotay stared around him as he entered hydroponics a short
while later. "This place looks
incredible. You can't even tell it was
a cargo bay."
Sassy knew it was trite to melt at the
mere sight of her handsome, incredibly sexy husband, but she didn't really
care. She hadn't seen much of him over
the past two weeks. There had been a
few times when they had accidentally eaten together in the mess hall. Usually because one of them was already
there when the other arrived. But
still, she had gotten the impression that something was changing in his
attitude. Right now, all that mattered
was that he was walking toward her with a big smile on those sensuous
lips. Those beautiful brown eyes and
adorable dimples . . . 'Great Spirits
of the Sky, how many cold showers am I going to have to take before this
contrary, bull-headed man accepts his destiny?'
As he neared where she was working, he
commented, "You've done a great job here."
"Thank you, Chakotay," she
responded, returning his smile. She
extended her hand and allowed him to help her to her feet. As she stood, she flipped her long braid off
her shoulder.
"What are you working on?" He held her hand just a second longer than
he really needed to. She was all he
had been thinking about these last two weeks.
Finding out about the link between their destinies had really challenged
some of the choices he had made in his life.
Choices that he thought had been wrong were the choices that were
supposed to lead him to her. It was the
choices he had made to atone for turning his back on his people that had
prevented their meeting. It had taken
two weeks of thinking, meditating and a long vision quest to work through all
of his confusion and doubt.
"Herb garden." She pointed out a few of the plants. "Chamomile, skullcap, vervain,
feverfew, eucalyptus, peppermint, spearmint, well there's a complete list on
the PADD on my workbench. Mostly herbs
for teas and cooking spices. Of
course, I'll have to show Neelix how to use the red pepper properly so he
doesn't hurt anyone."
"Please see that you do," he chuckled.
"B'Elanna just finished the last of
the modifications a little while ago.
The engineering people really did a great job." She assumed he was checking on her progress
and that this was an official visit.
"Everything from the approved list has been replicated and set in
place. Some of them are being a little
difficult about taking root, but that's to be expected with replicated
flora. They'll just need a little extra
encouragement to adapt to their surroundings."
"Do you have everything you
need?" He could see that she was
obviously in her element here.
She nodded, surveying the garden. "Yep.
It'll just take some time, not to mention some carefully engineered
environmental manipulation. Tropism is
a beautiful thing."
Chakotay motioned toward one of the
benches that had been added to hydroponics.
"You said before that your graduate degrees dealt with
tropism. What exactly is it?" he asked as they sat down.
Pleased that he would remember such a
minute detail from a conversation two weeks before, she offered a brief
explanation. "Tropism is a plant's
reaction to stimulus. There are a
number of different categories, chemotropism, geotropism, thigmotropism and so
on. The areas I've studied mostly are
sonotropism and phototropism which are reactions to sound and light. My work is mostly on how varying
frequencies of light and sound can be used to heal sick plants and encourage
plant growth under difficult environmental conditions."
"I guess I never really thought about
plants that much."
She shrugged. "Originally, I was going to major in geology in
college. I took one course in botany
and I was hooked. It's absolutely
fascinating."
Chakotay was thinking that she was
absolutely fascinating. "Do you
have any plans tonight?"
"No."
"Would you have dinner with me? In my quarters, I mean. I'll make a nice dinner. I thought I'd invite Tom and B'Elanna over,
make it a foursome." Somehow it
had sounded much smoother and more charming in his head.
The dinner in his quarters part sounded
great. The part about an entire evening
exchanging barbs with Torres was another matter entirely. "I'd love to, what time should I be
there?"
"1900 hours ok?"
"Great, I'm looking forward to
it." She was mildly amused at the
look of relief on his face when she accepted.
What did he expect her to say, no?
Being her husband, she was hardly going to turn down a dinner invitation
from him.
Chakotay rose to leave. "Ok, then I guess I'll see you
then. Goodbye."
As she watched him leave, she wondered how
much longer it would be before he would kiss her goodbye when he left.
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"You said what?"
Tom stepped back in the face of B'Elanna's
outburst. It had seemed like an
innocent enough statement.
"Why would you go and do
that?" She was definitely not
happy about this.
"It seemed the thing to do at the
time," he offered.
B'Elanna just huffed and started down the
steps in Engineering.
"Chakotay invited us over for dinner
with him and Sassy. I thought it'd be
fun." Tom followed after her,
trying to explain.
"Fun for who?" she snapped,
jabbing at controls on a console.
Looking perplexed, he offered weakly,
"us."
B'Elanna gave a deep sigh. "I just don't think an entire evening
of 'her' qualifies as fun."
Are you still having a problem with
Sassy?" He leaned against the
console she was working at as he spoke.
She compared data from the PADD in her
hand with the console readings. "I
don't like her, no problem there."
"B'Elanna."
She looked over at Tom. "What?"
"What is it?"
B'Elanna turned back to her readouts. She couldn't really explain it. In the beginning, she had been worried about
Chakotay. Now, there was just something
about the bitch that grated on her nerves.
"Well?" he coaxed.
"She's just irritating," she
finally snapped.
"She's Chakotay's wife," Tom
pointed out. "I think he's
starting to accept this, and her."
"And I have to get along with her for
his sake," B'Elanna rolled her eyes.
"I know."
"You want him to be happy, don't
you? With someone else, I
mean." He wasn't exactly sure of
the safest way to ask this. "You
don't still have a thing for him, do you?"
"No," she turned to face
him. Reaching up, she tousled his
hair. "That was a long time
ago. I seem to have developed something
for this irritating, obnoxious, arrogant Starfleet pilot."
"Anyone I know?" he laughed,
stumbling as she lightly shoved him.
"So, we're on for dinner, 1900 hours?"
Bowing to the inevitable, she
relented. "Fine."
"And you'll be nice?" he asked
expectantly.
"I'll try," B'Elanna promised.
"Good enough." Tom dropped a quick kiss on her lips. "See you later."
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"Hi." Chakotay's heart jumped at the sight of Sassy in his
doorway. This was the first time she
had been to his quarters since her appearance.
He had invited Tom and B'Elanna as a buffer to help with conversation;
he still felt somewhat awkward around her.
"Come in. What's
that?" He noticed that she was
carrying a small bowl.
"I knew you would ask," entering
his quarters, she smiled. "The
problem is I can never pronounce it.
It's a Thelkan treat. The
stalks, when picked and dried, are very sweet, like candy. I've got them growing in the garden and I thought
they would make a nice dessert."
She was wearing a sleeveless, off-white sheath dress that she knew
flattered her figure and highlighted her tawny skin. Her long, black hair had been brushed to a shine and hung down,
framing her delicate features.
"Sounds great. I'll just put them over here." He took the bowl and set it on the counter. Turning back to her, he flashed a boyish
grin. "I was going to get you
flowers, but I ran into a little problem."
"Oh, what's that?"
"If I replicate flowers, you'll laugh
since there's a full hydroponics garden just a few decks away. On the other hand . . . "
"On the other hand,"
Sassy picked up his train of thought.
"You can't get flowers out of the garden without going through the
gardener, namely me." She shook
her head in mock thoughtfulness.
"That's a real conundrum.
Good luck with that."
Grinning impishly, she shrugged at the exasperated look on his face.
"You're so helpful."
"I try."
"Can I offer you something to
drink?" He turned his attention
back to his host responsibilities.
"Tom and B'Elanna should be here soon."
"A glass of wine would be lovely,
thank you." Sassy wandered around
his quarters. This was the first time
she had been here since those first few moments. She wasn't sure what she expected his quarters to look like. They were fairly Spartan, just a few pieces
of Native American culture on display.
Definitely not the typical bachelor pad, nothing out of place and
everything perfectly tidy. Of course,
he was Starfleet, they probably frown on slobs. Still, it had a very distant feel to it; it didn't seem like someone
lived here. It wasn't a home. She noted the windows that lined the
quarters, giving ample views of the passing stars.
"It's a great view." Chakotay misinterpreted her gaze out the
window as he made casual conversation.
"I guess it depends on your
perspective," she commented.
Walking over, he handed her a glass of
wine. "What do you mean?"
Sassy resisted the urge to lean against
his broad, welcoming chest. "I'm
just not used to looking out the window and seeing only stars. Even on the moon, there was ground. This view is a little disconcerting to
me."
"Have you experienced any space
sickness?"
Turning to face him, she smiled tenderly
at his expression of concern. "No,
not at all. If I avoid the windows, it
doesn't feel much different than the family compound on Harbinger. I just need time to adjust to life on a
starship. I'll get used to the view
eventually."
Chakotay tucked a loose strand of her hair
behind her ear. "From where I'm
standing, the view is perfect."
Standing on her tiptoes, Sassy brushed a
soft kiss across his lips, murmuring "You're only supposed to kiss the
Blarney Stone, not swallow it."
The door chime interrupted his
response. He stepped back and called
for the door to open, admitting Tom and B'Elanna.
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"Well, my old friend, a quiet
evening, no impending crises on the horizon, the last of the modifications from
the failed slipstream drive gone; we don't get nights like this very
often." Janeway relaxed on her
sofa with a cup of tea. Tuvok had
stopped by with a tray of Vulcan tea a little while before.
"Indeed, we do not," he agreed,
taking a sip of his tea.
"So why," she fixed him with a long, hard stare,
"Why do I get the feeling that you had a reason other than a burning
desire to have tea with me, for coming here tonight?"
"Perhaps you are becoming
paranoid," Tuvok suggested calmly.
Janeway's eyebrows arched. "Perhaps I am becoming wiser."
"Commander Chakotay is having dinner
with Professor Ceshlyta and Lieutenants Torres and Paris in his quarters,"
he acknowledged, taking a sip of tea.
"And ?" she prompted, surprised
to see him actually squirm in his chair.
Granted, it was a very dignified squirm but, yes, there it was again --
a squirm.
Tuvok methodically poured himself more tea
to put off the inevitable conversation.
Ultimately, when he could stall no longer, he squared his shoulders and
stated very matter-of-factly. "I
thought perhaps you could use some company tonight."
Janeway sat back, sipping her tea
thoughtfully. "I always enjoy your
company, Tuvok. But why would it be
especially important tonight?"
Choosing his words carefully, he
explained. "There has been a
general perception that Commander Chakotay and yourself have been growing
closer. I believe the consensus of
opinions place the two of you in a relationship of a romantic nature. It would, therefore, stand to reason that
Professor Ceshlyta --"
"Hold it right there," she
interrupted, setting her teacup down.
"For the record, Commander Chakotay and I have never engaged in
behavior any less professional or proper than in any other relationships
between captains and first officers. I
don't know what the crew's opinion is, but Chakotay is my first officer and my
friend. He has never been any more than
that and he never would have been, Sassy's presence notwithstanding."
"I did not intend offense,"
Tuvok interjected.
Janeway waved her hand at him in
understanding. "I know, you were
merely making a statement of fact," she added in her best Vulcan
impersonation.
"Indeed," he inclined his head
toward her, gratified that she understood.
"You know," she looked up as she picked up her teacup
off the table. "This could be
considered a gesture of emotional concern for me on your part."
"I see no need to be insulting,"
Tuvok clipped. "I merely had
reservations about the efficiency of the ship given the current circumstances."
"Of course," nodding knowingly
at the Vulcan euphemism, she continued.
"Then let me resolve your reservations. I like Professor Ceshlyta.
We have had lunch several times as well as meeting for coffee. I find her to be pleasant, intelligent and
quite entertaining. In fact we had a
delightful time on the holodeck one afternoon.
She played a wonderful Marianne to my Elinor in the holonovel of the old
Jane Austen novel *Sense and Sensibility*.
To be honest, I enjoy Sassy's company.
I feel like we're becoming friends." Finishing her tea, she set the cup back down.
"I am pleased to hear this,"
Tuvok noted, honestly.
"Does that mean you're not going to
drop by for conversation and tea for another two years?"
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"Chakotay of the Chamusi, couldn't
start a fire?" Sassy was laughing partly at the story Tom was relating and
partly at the adorable look on her husband's face. The four of them, Tom, B'Elanna, Chakotay and she were enjoying
some after-dinner conversation. The two
men had been regaling her with stories about some of Voyager's adventures. B'Elanna had even chimed in with a comment
or two.
"The wood wasn't dry enough,"
the indignant party started to speak up in his own defense.
"Aren't there any Bajorans
onboard?" Sassy asked.
B'Elanna spoke up. "Why would they be more suited to
fire-starting than anyone else?"
"Their traditional
earring." Looking around at the
blank faces staring back at her, she explained. "It's made of a metal alloy. Take a couple of them or even a rock and a piece of metal and
strike them together." She
mimicked the actions with her hands.
"Oooh, sparks. I thought
you had all of this fancy physics knowledge."
Tom
straightened and smoothed his uniform shirt.
"Of course, I wasn't there or I would have known to do
that." He rocked sideways as
B'Elanna shoved at him.
"Chakotay's skills have been very
important on several occasions. He's
never let us down," Torres remarked in defense of her friend. She knew that Ceshlyta's comment had been
meant more as a sideways barb at her than anything, but still.
"I have no doubts about my husband's
fine qualities." Sassy looked up at the man in question with an expression
of open adoration. While that statement
was totally true, she took great satisfaction at the sight of the Klingon
bristling out of the corner of her eye.
Feeling B'Elanna tense, Tom spoke up. "Well, it's been fun, but I have an
early shift tomorrow. We should get
going."
As they all stood and walked toward the
door, B'Elanna pointedly looked at Sassy.
"We could walk you back to your quarters on our way."
Hearing the emphasis Torres put on the
word 'your', she couldn't help placing a hand on Chakotay's arm as she smiled
back. "Thank you, but I'll just
stay and help my husband clean up before I go." She placed just as much emphasis on the words 'my husband' as
Torres had put in her previous statement.
"Goodnight, B'Elanna, Tom." Chakotay turned to his wife, glad she had
offered to stay behind. Dinner had gone
better than he had hoped and he wanted to spend some time alone with her. "Well, it's just you and me."
"I had a wonderful time," she
smiled up at him before turning to start clearing the dishes from the table.
He took the dishes she handed him and put
them in the replicator to recycle them.
"I'm glad. I was a little
nervous, I wasn't sure how this was going to go tonight."
"Our first official date -- of course
most couples have their first date before they get married," Sassy teased
lightly as she passed him the last of the dishes.
He brushed her hand lightly as he reached
for the plates. "Most couples know
each other's name before they get married."
She laughed, enjoying the easy
banter. "You have a point."
When they had finished cleaning up his
quarters, much too quickly for his preference, he searched for a way to stall
the evening. "Would you like
something else to drink?"
"No, thank you. It's
been a long day and I have quite a bit of work to get done tomorrow." She slowly walked toward the door.
"Let me walk you to your
quarters," he offered quickly, anything to not let this evening end.
As he approached, Sassy turned to face him. Looking up into his strong, handsome
features, she trailed her fingers along his cheek. "It's late, you don't need to do that. Why don't we just say goodnight here."
"Can we do this again?" Chakotay
asked. "I have some Holodeck time
tomorrow. We can spend some time
together, just the two of us."
"I'd like that." Her heart was beating faster, anticipating
his kiss.
"I'll pick you up in hydroponics
after my shift," his voice was soft.
Bringing his hands up, he brushed her hair back before cupping her
face. Applying a slight bit of pressure
with his thumbs, he tilted her face up.
He lowered his head, his lips brushing lingeringly against hers in a
tender but chaste kiss.
"Goodnight, Sassy."
She touched her fingers to his lips as she
replied. "Goodnight,
Chakotay."
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"Captain, you've got to do something
about her!" the Doctor burst into the captain's ready room yelling and
gesturing wildly.
Janeway looked up from the reports she had
been studying and calmly addressed him.
"Doctor, what a pleasant surprise.
Of course I have time to discuss your concerns. Why don't you come right in any time that's
convenient for you."
The Doctor had the grace to look
sheepish. "I'm sorry,
Captain. It's just that . . . that . .
."
"Woman?" she offered helpfully,
remembering his opening tirade about 'her.'
"Yes." He paced back and forth in front of the desk.
Janeway rose partway out of her chair and
gestured for the Doctor to sit.
"Why don't we start with who the woman in question is."
"Commander Chakotay's wife," he
gritted out.
"What's Doctor Ceshlyta
done?" She was finding Sassy to be
a delightful addition to the ship. She
couldn't imagine her doing anything to provoke this kind of response.
"She's practicing witchcraft!"
That was the last thing Janeway expected
to hear. "What did you say?"
"She's using flowers and herbs from
the garden to concoct potions," he clarified.
"I hardly think that qualifies as
witchcraft, Doctor." Deciding that
this was going to get involved, she activated the communications system. "Commander Chakotay, please report to
my ready room."
When Chakotay entered from the bridge a
moment later, she motioned for him to sit.
"The Doctor here seems to think we should burn Sassy at the
stake. I thought perhaps you should
hear this."
Looking perplexed, he turned to the
Doctor. "What's going on?"
Standing, the Doctor began pacing once
again as he recounted the events.
"I had gone to hydroponics to offer to sing in the garden. She uses music to stimulate the plants and I
thought that live opera would be a good addition."
Janeway and Chakotay exchanged looks, but
said nothing.
Oblivious to their reaction, he
continued. "While I was discussing
my idea with her, I noticed her massaging her temple. When I asked her about it, she indicated that she felt a headache
coming on."
"Is she all right?" Chakotay
interrupted, concerned.
"I wouldn't know; she declined
treatment," the Doctor glared at him in irritation by proxy. "She said she'd brew herself some
passionflower tea. When I asked about
it, she admitted that a number of the flowers and herbs in the garden could be
used medicinally." He turned to
the Captain. "She's brewing
medicine down there and you have to stop her!"
"I thought you approved the list of
plants and flowers to go into the garden?" She glanced over at Chakotay for confirmation.
"Don't remind me," the Doctor
muttered, remembering the argument in hydroponics when Sassy had thrown that in
his face.
"Is there anything growing that
wasn't approved?" Chakotay spoke up.
His loyalties were torn and he was hoping this could be resolved without
being forced to choose.
"No, but -"
"But what, Doctor?" Janeway stood up, her hands braced on her
desk.
"I wouldn't have approved the list if
I'd known what she was going to do with them." He stood, hands braced on the desk, looking across at the
captain.
"Is there anything toxic in the
garden?" The replicators wouldn't
produce anything lethal, but she knew that many 'safe' plants had toxic
properties if ingested.
"If it's not used properly, overdoses
of some of the plants could be dangerous," he put forth.
"Did you ask her if she knew what she
was doing?" Chakotay rose and
walked over to stand beside the desk.
"She offered me information on herb
lore," he acknowledged. "But that's hardly the point."
"Is she offering these teas and
'concoctions' to anyone else?"
Janeway asked.
The Doctor straightened and crossed his
arms with a huff. "No. She said they were for her use, that she
wouldn't know how the herbs would affect a non-human. But she did say that anyone on the crew was welcome to use
anything from the garden. She said she
would give herbs or teas or whatever to anyone who asked." Here he glared at Chakotay again. "She said she wouldn't announce or
promote it; but, if asked, she'd provide it."
Speaking softly, Chakotay addressed the
Doctor. "Are there any narcotics
in there?"
"No."
"Doctor," Janeway spoke up. "I think you should take her up on her offer of information. If she knows what she's doing with the herbs
and the research supports her, I see no reason to remove any of the
plants." Overriding the Doctor's
sputtering objections, she addressed Chakotay.
"Commander, I would like you to make it clear to your wife that she
is not to dispense herbs from the garden to anyone else on this ship without
authorization. She may use them as she
wishes."
"Understood," he acknowledged,
glad that the situation had been so benign and easily resolved.
"But Captain . . ."
"Yes, Doctor?" She took her seat deliberately, daring him
to challenge her decision. "Don't
you have some reading to do?"
"Yes, Captain."
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"Kathryn, hi." Sassy looked up from the strawberry patch
she was working in at the sound of the door.
"Welcome to the garden."
"It looks incredible in
here." Janeway felt like she had
stepped into an arboretum. There were
trees placed sporadically throughout the room.
Garden beds, shrubs, hanging plants and tiered garden beds filled the
room. A walkway wound through the
garden with chairs and benches creating several sitting areas around the
bay. A tall hedge stretched across the
back of the room and she could just make out the tops of the coffee trees
behind the hedge.
Standing and brushing sand from her
jumpsuit as Janeway approached, Sassy pointed toward the floor. "At some point I'd like to do a
pseudo-brick or cobblestone facade on the walkway, add to the aesthetics. But everything is otherwise in place."
"I would never have guessed you'd
have this much room," she was still looking around in amazement.
"Hydroponic gardening actually takes
less space than you think, the roots don't need to go as deep," she
explained to the captain. "The
only real problem was adjusting environmental controls to produce several areas
of varying conditions. Back home, the
farm was built into the mountain. There
were a series of caverns that could each be programmed to different
environmental conditions. Here, I had
to select flora that could withstand enough of a range to allow multiple
climate species to coexist and thrive."
"It reminds me of the hydroponic
garden on Deep Space 7," Janeway observed.
Sassy nodded. "It probably does. I
used schematics from several hydroponic and aeroponic gardens from the database
as well as designs from some botanical gardens on Earth. I adapted them to these conditions with a
few tweaks from the family farm."
Walking over to a nearby garden bed, she
turned back to the botanist and asked, "Is this the herb garden I've heard
about?"
"You make it sound like a calm,
rational discussion," Sassy chuckled.
"If his conversation with you went anything like the one he had
with me, I'm surprised you still have any hearing left at all. But, to answer your question, Kathryn, yes
this is the infamous herb garden that the Doctor is having absolute apoplexy
over." Looking directly at the
captain, she quietly prompted. "Is
this an official visit?"
"No," Janeway gestured around the garden as she spoke. "Not at all. I left hydroponics in your hands and nothing has undermined my
confidence in that decision."
"Thank you." The sentiment was heartfelt. The herb garden meant a lot to her and she
knew the Doctor was objecting on medical grounds. She hadn't been completely sure how Kathryn would react and she
hadn't wanted to put Chakotay in the middle.
"In fact," she continued. "I actually came to ask you about your herbs." Here Janeway trailed off, looking
uncomfortable. "I haven't had
anyone I could talk to like this in four years, it's harder than I
thought."
Sassy picked up her meaning. "I added the herb garden for comfort
remedies more than anything."
"Comfort remedies?"
"Adapting to such a different
environment is a little stressful.
There are some herbs that, when mixed into a tea, can be very
relaxing. It's also a little difficult
to sleep and I've got a few plants that can induce drowsiness. Of course I couldn't live without my 'female
discomforts' herbs," she shared a brief laugh of mutual understanding with
the captain. "Herbs like that
white willow or some ginger work wonders on cramps and the dandelions are good
for PMS."
"Really?" Janeway arched an eyebrow thoughtfully at
that last bit of information.
"I've left orders you'll be getting from Chakotay that you're not
to dispense any herbs without authorization."
"Whose authorization?" Sassy
grinned, knowing where Kathryn was going with this.
"I am the Captain and rank does have
its privileges, after all."
"Of course," she agreed.
Janeway contemplated the garden bed. "So, if I were to ask what you use for
insomnia . . .?"
"Do I have authorization?"
"Yes."
"Well, in that case." Sassy regarded the herbs. "I could fix you up my grandmother's
herbal bedtime tea. Its got chamomile,
hibiscus, mint and some valerian root.
That always does the trick for me.
Of course if it's just general stress that's the problem, I'd suggest a
chamomile, ginseng blend with some St. John's Wort. Drink two or three cups of that every day and you'll notice a
more general sense of well-being overall."
"Got anything for headaches?"
the captain asked wryly.
Nodding, she pointed to a couple of the
plants. "White willow, feverfew,
passionflower, take your pick."
Looking up she added, "of course, for serious problems modern
medicine is best. Minor discomforts can
be alleviated just as effectively with herbal medicine and a cup of tea is much
more pleasant than the Doctor."
Janeway couldn't help laughing at the
truth in that.
"Tell you what, I'll start with the
bedtime tea for the insomnia. I can fix
up a teabag right now for you to use tonight.
Why don't we have tea tomorrow afternoon and I'll bring you some of the
other tea mixtures and show you how to use them?" Sassy suggested.
"Sounds good." Janeway watched as she pulled out a square
of mesh and some jars on a shelf by the workbench. "By the way, how are our coffee trees doing?"
"Just fine. The first couple of batches might not be as full-flavored, but
that will improve with time. I should
be able to pick and process the first batch in another eight to ten weeks or
so." She carefully measured out
two teaspoons of valerian root and added it to the chamomile she had already
piled in the center of the small square of cloth.
"I'm sure it will be fine, in fact
I'm really looking forward to it."
Sassy looked up from her workbench. "Do you see that plant there, the one
standing about a half meter tall with the white and pink flowers?"
"This one?" Janeway pointed to a plant matching that
description.
"Yes, that's peppermint. Could you pull off a couple of the leaves
from the top and bring them here, please?" Continuing to add herbs to the small pile on the mesh square, she
nodded as Kathryn pointed to the proper plant.
The Captain dutifully carried the pungent
leaves over to the workbench.
"Some of the other herbs taste a
little bitter. The peppermint will
help. Of course peppermint will also
help if you get a little too much of Neelix's cooking. It soothes an upset stomach. So does the ginger I put around the base of
the coffee trees."
"I'll remember that."
"All done." Sassy tied up the mesh cloth into a
bag. "Just steep this in boiling
water for ten to fifteen minutes and then drink. You can add some lemon or honey to taste if you want."
Taking the offered teabag, Janeway turned
to go. "Thank you. I'll look forward to tea tomorrow. Right now, I have some Captain business to
attend to."
"See you later, Kathryn."
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"I heard you had an interesting
day." Chakotay found his wife
trimming shrubs along one section of the walkway.
"Define interesting," she
replied, casting a sideways grin up at him.
"The Doctor--"
"Say no more," Sassy muttered.
"The Doctor," he repeated,
"seems to think you're brewing potions and practicing witchcraft down
here."
"Oh really?" she looked around
thoughtfully.
"What?" Chakotay wasn't quite sure what to make of
her expression. "Or should I
ask?"
"Just wondering how many replicator
rations it would take to get a big, black cauldron." She changed her voice to mimic an old
hag. "Double, double toil and
trouble; fire burn and cauldron bubble."
Bursting into laughter, she met her husband's amused gaze. "Can holograms pop a circuit?"
In spite of himself, he joined her
laughter. Finally recovering his
decorum, he gently admonished her.
"Now, I'm going to have to insist that you not torment the
Doctor."
"Spoilsport," she shrugged good-naturedly.
"At any rate, Captain Janeway has
overridden his objections and allowed you to keep the herbs." He handed her the PADD he was holding. "Providing that you do not dispense
herbs to anyone else on this ship without authorization; you may use the herbs
for yourself as you wish."
"Whose?" Sassy studied the PADD, reading the
orders. Of course she already knew
about them, but there was no reason for Chakotay to know about Kathryn's visit
earlier.
"What do you mean?" He was glad she wasn't making a fuss. He was still getting to know her and he
hadn't been sure how she would take the order.
"Whose authorization is
required? It doesn't specify and if
it's the Doctor then it's a moot point," she looked up expectantly.
"The Doctor was ordered to read up on
herb lore, he may surprise you," Chakotay offered. "I remember when he programmed himself
with the symptoms of the Levodian flu to make a point about working with
discomfort. Kes, an Ocampan female who
came on board with Neelix, changed the program so he'd have it longer than the
twenty-nine hours he'd planned. He was
absolutely terrified that something was wrong with his program till she
explained what she'd done. The Doctor
has made great progress in improving his social skills since then."
"You mean he used to be
worse?" Sassy wasn't exactly
feigning total astonishment.
Chuckling, he soothed, "the Doctor
isn't so bad. He grows on you."
"So does fungus. That doesn't make me like it any
better," she retorted.
"You're a botanist, how can you not
like fungus?" He reached out to
brush her braid off her shoulder. It
felt heavy but surprisingly smooth in his hand. Chakotay found himself holding it, caressing its velvety texture
with his thumb.
"Wrong kingdom," she whispered. His nearness, coupled with his actions were playing havoc with
her senses. 'Think about those cold
showers,' she reprimanded herself.
"What?" His question was equally soft.
Sassy shook herself out of the
moment. "Different kingdoms in the
classification system. Plants and fungi
are two of the five. The others are
animal, monera and protista."
Striving for levity, she went on.
"Of course, I went to a real university. They probably don't teach that stuff in Starfleet. As long as you can build a warp engine with
a rubber band and a stick, you graduate with honors."
"Metal containers."
She looked puzzled.
Smiling at her confusion, he
clarified. "You can only get an
impulse engine out of a rubber band and a stick. For a warp engine you need two metal containers for the
matter/antimatter reaction."
She saw the teasing glint in his eye and
wagged her finger at him. "Oooh,
you're quick."
He wasn't sure why he did it, but he
caught her finger and raised it to his lips, kissing the tip softly before
releasing it. "If you're all
finished here, the holodeck awaits."
Sassy walked over to put the trimmers on
the workbench. "So where are we
going?"
"I was thinking about the pool at a
resort program in the database."
He held his arm out gallantly as she rejoined him and they started for
the door. "Of course, there's
always the seashore on Pacifica or maybe the blue sand beaches of Risa."
"Why do I get the feeling you just
want to see me in a bathing suit?" she bantered at him as they left the
garden.
"Who said anything about bathing
suits?"
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"So where did you learn so much about
deadheading, Harry?" Sassy
stretched, rubbing her stiff lower back, and sat on a nearby bench to take a
break.
"My mother," he explained. "She grew flowers and taught me a little about it. I never really got into it much back home,
but the time I spent helping with the modifications in here kind of got me
thinking about my parents."
"Well I certainly appreciate the extra pair of hands. Feel free to putter any time you
want." She looked around the
garden with a sense of satisfaction.
Everything was fully adapted and thriving. She was still getting a routine down for the maintenance and care
of the various specimens in the garden, but the hard work was done.
"I hear you and Commander Chakotay
have been spending a lot of time together the past few days." Harry carefully gathered the dead flower
tops he had pulled and dropped them in the basket sitting beside him. "I'm not going to be in the way here,
am I?"
"No, he has work to do this
afternoon. We're having dinner in his
quarters tonight." Sassy got up
and snagged a tool from her workbench to start aerating the soil in the
vegetable patch. "Actually, I'm
enjoying the company."
"This must be totally different from
the life you're used to." Moving
to another flower bed, he began plucking at the flowers there.
"Yes, but I think I'm getting used to
things here. I'm making friends,
settling into a routine, there's a whole quadrant of flora to analyze and
catalog, . . ."
"A husband," Harry threw into
her list, grinning over his shoulder at her.
"That too," she acknowledged,
returning his smile.
"It looks like things are working out
between you," he commented casually.
Sassy shrugged, noncommittally. "Things are going well. I certainly enjoy the time I spend with him,
but I can't really speak for how he feels about this."
"Still, crossing the bounds of time
and space to find your soulmate. It
just sounds like the plot of one of those romance holonovels." Harry stared off across the garden. "The idea of there being someone that
you're destined to be with and that fate would go to such great lengths to
bring you together."
"Put like that, it does sound a
little cliched." She looked down
at her left hand, tracing the design there.
"It's romantic." Shaking his head, he got back to the
flowers. "My girlfriend back home
has moved on with her life and I don't blame her, I wish her happiness."
"But you wonder if you'll ever find
someone to share your life here with," Sassy voiced his unspoken
concern. "Destiny is a funny thing
sometimes. Tell me, is there someone on
this ship that you've thought, just perhaps, might be right for you?"
Unable to help it, Harry turned slightly
red as his thoughts turned to a certain, unique individual in
Astrometrics. "Maybe."
"And would you have met this
individual if you hadn't been stranded out here in the Delta
Quadrant?"
"No," he stopped his actions as
the impact of that thought sunk in.
"I was brought here because Chakotay
and I would never have met otherwise and our Sky Spirits intervened as a
blessing. Just because Chakotay was
supposed to find his soulmate in the Alpha Quadrant doesn't mean others on
Voyager, including yourself, weren't meant to find your destinies out
here." She sat back to look over
at Harry. "You can't expect
destiny to do everything, even miracles need a hand sometimes. Maybe fate has already stepped in for
you. See your situation for the
opportunity it could be and do what's necessary to see it through."
"I don't know." Finished with the second flower bed, he
stood up, carrying the basket over to set it on the workbench. "Do you really think being stuck out
here in the Delta Quadrant is my destiny?"
"That's not for me to say. It is impossible to know what life path is
the true path for any individual other than yourself. In the words of my people:
follow your heart and your path will never lead you astray." That piece of ancient wisdom rang in her ear
as she answered Harry's question. It
related as much to her choice and her subsequent situation as it did the lives
of everyone on Voyager.
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"This was a nice dinner." Sassy folded her napkin and laid it on the
table beside her plate. She had enjoyed
the past couple of days, the dates with Chakotay. They had decided on a long walk along the beaches of Pacifica for
their holodeck date. Yesterday he had
surprised her with a lunch picnic in hydroponics. Tonight they were having dinner in his quarters again, this time
alone. She stared across the table at
his strong features illuminated by candlelight. He looked just as handsome in civilian clothes as he did in
uniform.
"I'm glad you enjoyed it." Chakotay couldn't believe how natural it
felt to just be with her. Sitting
across from him wearing that sleeveless, off-white dress again, her dark hair
loose, she was a breath-taking vision.
She had only come into his life a few weeks before and yet she fit
perfectly. "I've got a present for
you." He got up to retrieve a box
from the window ledge. "I finally
solved that conundrum."
"Conundrum?" Opening the box he handed her, she
gasped. "Oh, it's
beautiful." Looking up, she saw an
expression of pride on his face.
"You did this?"
He nodded, "Since real flowers
wouldn't mean as much, I thought maybe you'd appreciate a hand- carved
rose. I hope you like it, it's
replicated balsa wood but the carving is all hand-done."
"I love it, it's absolutely
incredible." She stood and kissed
his cheek. "I had no idea you were
so talented."
"I'm very good with my hands,"
Chakotay offered with a wink. Taking
the box out of her hands, he set it on the table and took her hand. "Computer, music selection Chakotay
Beta four." Gazing into her big,
brown eyes he murmured, "may I have this dance?" At her nod of assent, he led her out to the
center of the room and gathered her in his arms. He wrapped his right arm around her small waist to pull her
close as his left hand clasped her right hand to his chest.
Sassy wound her arm around him. Her head just came to his shoulder, so she
rested her cheek in the hollow there, snuggling herself against him as they
swayed to the music. "The music is
perfect. I don't recognize it,
though. What is it?"
"One of Harry's pieces." He dropped a kiss on her forehead and buried
his face in her hair, inhaling deeply.
"He plays clarinet, this is a piece he composed a few months
ago." They both fell silent,
moving to the haunting melody.
Pressed against his strong, broad chest,
everything felt perfect. In these few,
precious moments, for the first time since she arrived on Voyager, her choice
to alter her path finally made complete sense. She breathed in his scent, clean and masculine with a slight
tinge of spice from his aftershave.
Sassy was proud of her Inihasa heritage. The stories of her people and the Eastern traditions that had
become part of her family so long ago had always been a source of strength for
her. She had always believed that
following her heart would keep her on her true path. These last few weeks had been such a strain . . .
"Ceshlyta," Chakotay pulled back slightly to glance down
as he repeated her name.
"I'm sorry," she smiled up at him. "I guess I was lost in the music."
"You enjoy music a lot," he noted.
"I had just asked if you were musically inclined."
Sassy shook her head no as she snuggled
back into the warmth of his embrace.
"I was never really interested in playing any musical instruments
and I'm forbidden by law to sing in public." Peeking up to enjoy the adorable look of puzzlement on his face,
she continued. "It's actually a
very old law, the Geneva convention, something about cruel and unusual
punishment." She felt his chest
move against her cheek as he chuckled.
"Of course, my brother may have been exaggerating just a bit in
reference to my singing."
"So what do you do when you're not
working with various flora?"
"I used to go to the theater a
lot. I love Kabuki, Japanese
theater. Did you know that Kabuki and
it's traditions date back almost a thousand years? Other than that, I guess my only real hobby would be herbs and
flowers."
The music ended, but Chakotay didn't want
to relinquish his hold on her so he called up another selection of music from
the computer before asking his next question.
"Where did you learn so much about herb lore?"
Sassy smiled into the hard wall of his
chest, "my grandmother. I spent
hours helping her in her herb garden as a child. Her father, my great-grandfather, was a shaman. He had taught her all about healing. We'd sit, working with the herbs or
preparing herbal remedies while she explained what she was doing and why. Other times she would tell me stories of
our people. The origin of the world,
kachinas, the constellations, the courtship of the evening star, coyote the
trickster . . . "
Hearing her voice trail off, he looked
down to see tears glinting off her cheek.
Pulling back, he released her hand to tilt her chin up. "What's wrong?" When she mutely shook her head no and tried
to move away, he tightened his arm around her waist. "No, talk to me.
Tell me what's wrong."
She was trying not to cry. In his arms, talking about her home, her
family, especially her grandmother, she was suddenly just so tired of being
strong and sure. Bursting into tears,
she sobbed everything into the soft fabric of his shirt. "I'm just so tired. . . it's all so different here. . . my life is
upside-down . . . I don't have any way to let my family know I'm okay, they
probably think I'm dead . . . they've grieved for my spirit and continued their
own paths . . . People here have been nice, . . . but nobody here really knows
what to think of me . . . I know I made the right decision to come here, . . .
I just didn't realize . . . how hard it would be to walk a strange, new path
alone." She cried uncontrollably
for a minute before continuing.
"I'm trying to build a new life for myself here and I love the
garden. . . I put the herbs in because it gave me a connection to my family,
especially my grandmother. . . my only real connection to my heritage . . .
besides my bracelet . . . Then the first thing someone tries to do is take it
away from me."
Listening to her, he realized just how
hard the past few weeks had been for her.
He hadn't exactly been helpful; she wouldn't feel like she was walking
her path alone if he hadn't avoided her those first two weeks while he was
trying to understand this. If he had
just spent time with her, even simply helping her in hydroponics on occasion. He could also imagine how truly frightened
and upset she must have been when the Doctor tried to insist she remove her
herbs from the garden. He stroked her
hair gently, soothing her but not really sure what to say.
As Sassy continued to sob she curled her
hand against his shirt, capturing a fistful of the fabric. "I know you need time. . . I understand
that this is hard for you to accept. . . I shouldn't even be telling you any of
this." Her crying began to taper
off and receded to sniffles. "I'm
trying to belong here, but I don't know where I stand. I just feel like I have no place here, no
place in your life." She was also
incredibly frustrated not to mention the fact that his best friend hated her,
but she was calm enough to leave both unsaid.
"Don't say that," Chakotay
admonished her, making a quick decision.
Leading her over to the sofa, he sat her down. "There's something we need to talk about, something I need
to explain."
He left her sitting on the sofa and retrieved
a PADD from the bedside table and a tissue.
Returning, he handed her both.
"What's this?" Sassy sniffled,
wiping her nose.
"A log from a botanical expedition to
Althias," he replied, sitting down beside her. He brushed her hair back from her face and stroked the dampness
on her cheek.
"I remember it," she sniffed
again, drying her eyes. "What's so
important about it."
He caressed her cheek, drawing her gaze up
to his. "You were taken to Althias
aboard the Gettysburg, do you remember?"
Sassy thought for a moment. "Yes, the captain was a Madolyn,
Madolyn Gordon I think."
"I served as a lieutenant commander
under Captain Gordon aboard the Gettysburg.
I resigned my commission five days before the expedition to
Althias." He looked out the
window. "We were destined to meet
while I was in Starfleet. Tuvok and
Seven discovered this while they were investigating your identity." He turned back to meet her brown eyes, still
glistening with traces of tears.
"Your appearance here turned my entire worldview inside out. All of this time I thought I had taken the
wrong path. I mean, I turned my back on
everything when I joined Starfleet, my family, my heritage, my people --
everything. Then my world was
destroyed."
"You felt that their massacre was a
punishment for your decision." She
cradled his head in her hands.
"Such a heavy burden for one to bear."
"If I hadn't joined Starfleet, I
would have been there. I might have . .
. Anyway, I left that path to return to
what I thought was my true path, my heritage, and avenge their deaths."
"But then I'm brought here and you
have to stop blaming yourself for something you were never meant to experience
in the first place." She moved
closer and brushed her lips against his tattoo. Her heart ached for the needless guilt he had carried with him
for so long.
Chakotay buried his hands in her long,
dark hair. Pulling her face to his, he
muttered hoarsely, "we've lost so much time." He covered her mouth with his, plunging his
tongue past her lips demanding total possession. All of the doubt, confusion and frustration of the past few weeks
fled, releasing pure passion and desire.
He could feel his body tighten and grow painfully hard. His only desire was to feel them joined,
complete.
As his mouth claimed hers, Sassy moved her
hands to grip his strong shoulders. The
soft cushions gave way beneath her when she laid back, welcoming his fervor,
knowing at last that he truly accepted the bond their souls shared. The length of Chakotay's hard, muscled body
covered her, pressing her deeper into the sofa. Her body arched toward him as he stroked one large hand down the
length of her back, pulling her hips tighter against him. Surrendering to the sensations she had ached
for, she wordlessly moaned into his kiss as she felt the evidence of his own
burgeoning desire.
"I need you so much," he
whispered, breaking the kiss. Looking
down, he saw his own desire mirrored in her face. Nuzzling along her jawline, he added "I love you."
"Oh Spirits, I love you,
Chakotay," Sassy gasped as she bared her throat to the adoration of his
hot kisses. Her heart was pounding in
her ear as he flicked his tongue against the soft, tawny skin, finding the
pulse beating furiously in her throat and tormenting it. "Oh . . . please . . ." she was
whimpering soft pleas as he unzipped and began to remove her dress. His large, powerful hands felt surprisingly
gentle as they pushed the fabric off her shoulders, baring her to his questing
mouth. His mouth followed his hands
down the honeyed silkiness of her skin, feeling and tasting every inch of her.
"You're incredible." Chakotay stopped to admire the view he had
uncovered. Her lush cleavage was dark
against the white satiny softness of her brassiere. He lowered his head to kiss and nuzzle the full curves of her
breasts even as his hands moved around to unfasten the bra. As his trembling fingers fumbled with the
hook, he became aware of their somewhat uncomfortable position on the
sofa. Standing, he swept her up in his
arms rasping a single word explanation, "bed."
With her dress around her waist, she wound
her arms around his neck to hold him as she felt him lift her
effortlessly. Pressing her lips to him,
she tasted perspiration on his damp skin.
She licked along his strong jaw before pulling his earlobe between her
teeth. Kicking her shoes off, she
alternately licked and nipped at his ear.
Feeling the firmness of the bed beneath her as he gently laid her down,
she released his neck to unbutton his shirt.
Deftly, she opened the snaps, laying her palms against his heated
skin. Sassy closed her eyes and savored
the sensations coursing through her.
Chakotay's heart was beating wildly against her palms as he took her
lips in an impassioned kiss. Feeling
his lips crushing hers, she stripped his shirt off and pulled him down to feel
the smooth skin of his chest against her.
She moved her hands up to entwine in his short, dark hair, slipping her
tongue into his mouth to deepen the kiss.
Sassy's passionate response inflamed
Chakotay's own spiraling desire.
Struggling to push her dress down past her hips, he broke the kiss and
muttered "clothes." As he
slid off the bed to dispose of his shoes and trousers, he watched her slip her
dress and underwear off. She sat up on
the bed, watching him undress even as he admired the tawny perfection of her
body. He groaned aloud when she arched her
breasts out, reaching behind to unhook and remove the bra. Seeing those beautiful bronze curves tipped
with deep sienna crests bared to him, he made short work of his clothing and
moved back to join her on the bed. He
needed to touch her, taste her, memorize every luscious inch of her. Kneeling beside her on the bed, he trailed
his fingers up one of her long, smooth legs to the throbbing juncture of her
thighs.
Feeling his fingertips trailing softly up
her leg, she pushed herself toward him, whimpering. When his tongue drew a slow, wet circle around her hardened
nipple before taking into his mouth, she gasped, "Yes, . . . oh . . .
Spirits." His strong suckling of
her breasts sent streaks of fire shooting through her. While one hand inflamed her wetness,
stroking and filling her erotically, his other hand moved to torment the other
breast. She was mindless with
desire. His thick hair was damp with
sweat as she tangled her fingers in it to draw him closer. The throbbing need was becoming a sharp
ache, growing stronger as he began alternately suckling and nipping at her
breast. She could hear her own
passion-hazed pleas echoing around the room as she writhed helplessly under his
ministrations. Just as the sensations
began to overwhelm her, his mouth left her breast. Gasping for breath, she opened her eyes to see him, also
breathing hard, studying her.
Chakotay was captivated by the sight of
Ceshlyta, so completely uninhibited, lost in the throes of her passion. He wanted so much to just bury himself in
her, pound himself into her until she screamed his name. Part of him was still a little afraid that
this was just another dream and he would wake up when it was over. He wanted to prolong this as long as he
could. That resolve was nearly undone
when she released his head to pull the hand that had been caressing her up to
her mouth. Her pink tongue flicked out
to lick the moisture, tasting her essence there. He shuddered with the eroticism as she took each finger in turn
into her mouth and gently sucked them clean.
He inhaled deeply. There was
still so much of her that he wanted to explore, to taste, to memorize. When he tensed and tried to pull away, slow
his spiraling desire, she stopped him.
"We have a lifetime to explore each
other. Please, Chakotay, be with me
now."
Unable to deny her, he settled himself
between her smooth, welcoming thighs.
Leaning down, he captured her bottom lip in his teeth, gently pulling at
it. When her arms came up to encircle
his neck, he dropped his hands to hold her hips. Ever-so-slowly, he inched himself into her softness. 'Spirits, she's so tight,' he thought,
struggling with his control. He didn't
want to hurt her, but she was so wet and hot.
Even as her body accepted him, arched toward him to pull him in, he
strained to hold his own passions in check.
Sassy could feel Chakotay easing himself
into her with agonizing slowness. She
needed to feel him in her, filling her completely. She wrapped her legs around his waist trying urgently to pull him
deeper. She moaned at the frustrating,
erotic pressure of him pushing against her.
Her breasts were crushed against the hard wall of his chest, his own
hardened nipples stroking hers as she arched herself up. This felt just as good as the consummation
had been. She gasped as he finally
entered her completely. The fullness of
him was unbelievable. His hardness was
throbbing inside her, each pulse sending bolts of fire throughout her body.
Chakotay began moving slowly, with a
gentle, deliberate pace, wanting to make this last an eternity. He could feel her moving together with him
in a synchronized dance, firing his own raging need to even higher heights of
desire. Each time he withdrew, he felt
Sassy tightening against him, milking him with each stroke. The soft supple curves of her body fit perfectly
with his. Her hands dropped to clutch
his shoulders; he could feel her nails digging into his skin. His control snapped as he heard her
breathless moans of passion. He
increased the rhythm, driving his body into hers. His hands dropped to brace himself against the bed as he began
burying himself in her with long, hard, fast strokes. He was lost in the burning pleasure of her, feeling her grind her
hips up to meet his every thrust.
She abandoned herself to the intense
sensations flooding through her body.
With every long stroke, she could feel his body plunge itself deep
inside hers. The heat and fullness of
each thrust sent torrents of pleasure over her. The raging need consuming her finally reached a crescendo. An overwhelming release crashed in wave
after wave of pleasure. Sassy's head
fell back and her entire body arched upward as she screamed,
"Chakotay!"
Not slowing his pace, he watched with
wonder as her body arched toward him, quivering with spasms of completion. He continued to drive into her relentlessly,
her release spurring him. With one,
last, powerful thrust, he held himself deep inside her as his own explosive
release ripped through him. Collapsing
onto her body, his breathing was labored and his skin damp.
Sassy opened her eyes to the very sexy
sight of her husband, breathless and exhausted, sprawled heavily across
her. As she calmed her breathing, she
ran her hands lazily along his back.
She could feel him still inside her and she was in no hurry for him to
move. He lifted his head and she could
see his eyes were still closed. She
watched curiously as he opened first one eye and then the other looking around
the room until finally his gaze rested on her.
"What are you doing?" she asked,
bemused.
Chakotay smiled down at her, her hair fanned out on the pillows,
her skin still sweat-dampened and claimed her lips in a tender kiss. "This is where I woke up the last time
we did this."
Chuckling softly, she tightened herself
around him, hearing his sharp intake of air at the sensation. "This is very real."
"So I can feel." He rolled onto his side, holding her so that
he stayed inside her. "Stay here
with me?"
Sassy looked down the length of their
intertwined bodies. "Well I'm
hardly in any position to go back to my quarters right now."
Chakotay's dark eyes searched her
passion-flecked brown eyes deeply.
"No, not just tonight. Stay
here with me forever."
She tenderly stroked his tattoo and
smiled, "Now our hearts, minds and spirits are truly as one. Yes, my wonderful husband, I will share your
quarters."
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"Good morning, beautiful." Chakotay squatted down beside his wife,
dropping a brief kiss on her upturned lips.
After breakfast they had gone in their separate directions. Stopping in the garden, he had found her
elbow-deep in a plant bed.
"Morning, handsome." Sassy grabbed a rag and wiped the sand from
her hands and arms. "This is a
pleasant surprise."
"Not really." Shifting on his heels, he grimaced as he
started to explain. "Earlier this
morning, long range sensors detected an asteroid field with significant
deposits of polyferranide and deuterium."
He paused and took a deep breath.
"Should I be in awe of this
interstellar phenomenon?" She
wasn't sure why he felt the need to come and tell her this, much less why he
was being so hesitant about it.
"No." He picked her braid up off her shoulder and fingered it as he
continued. "I have to take an away
team on the Flyer to extract as much of the elements as possible. We'll rendezvous with Voyager in about a
week."
Her eyes fell to stare at the floor. "When do you leave?" she asked
softly.
"This afternoon."
"Can't we just take the whole
ship?" She looked back up,
pleading with her eyes.
"Voyager can't maneuver in an
asteroid field. It would mean a
significant detour to hold position while the Flyer went in after the deposits. It simply wouldn't be practical,"
Chakotay's tone was soothing. He hated
to leave after last night, but he had responsibilities.
"Do you have to go?" She laid her palm flat against his
chest. "We just --"
"I know." He covered her hand with his. "I'm sorry. I wish I didn't, but the rest of the team are mostly engineering
people. A senior command officer needs
to go."
"And that would be you," she
sighed heavily.
Chakotay gently lifted her chin, meeting
her eyes. "I still want you to
move into my quarters. I've already
changed the door access to allow you in.
Harry and Tom offered to help you with anything you need while I'm
gone." He pressed his lips to her
forehead. "I turned off the
viewports so the view won't bother you."
Sassy managed a tremulous smile. "Your timing could be better; but, I
guess this is just another aspect of my new path I'll need to adjust
to." Stretching up, she brushed a
soft kiss across his lips. "Go on,
I'll be fine."
"I love you." He returned the kiss before standing up. "Feel free to redecorate or rearrange
anything. I want you to feel
comfortable there. I have to go and get
ready to leave." Chakotay held out
his hand and helped his lovely wife to her feet. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he lowered his head to
capture her lips in a soft, gentle kiss.
His tongue slipped between her full, parted lips to stroke and caress
her tongue. Tightening his hold, he
rocked against her feeling the uncomfortable pressure in his trousers
increasing. Breaking the kiss, they
were both breathing hard as he gazed down tenderly. "I'll miss you."
Stepping out of his tempting embrace, she
brought his left hand up to her face, kissing the mark there. "I'll miss you, too. I love you." As she watched him leaving the garden, she called out. "Hurry back or I'll make all the walls
bright pink."
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That evening, Sassy stood outside the door
to Chakotay's -- 'our quarters,' she corrected herself. There wasn't really much to move, she only
had a few outfits and personal effects so far.
As the door slid open, she took a deep breath and stepped inside. It looked just as it had when she'd been
here with Chakotay, but it somehow felt different. Just knowing that he was gone from the ship for a week made the
room feel oddly empty. Walking into the
bedroom, she set her bag down on the bed looking around. He had said she could make any changes she
wanted. It would be nice to put a
comforter and several fluffy pillows on the bed in place of that
Starfleet-issue stuff. Wandering out
into the main room, she looked around the quarters mentally cataloging the
changes she wanted to make to the decor.
Nothing drastic, just a few feminine touches to give the place a more
lived-in look. She wanted their
quarters to reflect Chakotay as much as they did her. An overstuffed chair and a rocking chair would look good there
next to the sofa in place of those uncomfortable chairs. Maybe some endtables and a coffee table to create
a sitting area. The walls could use
some pictures -- landscapes, definitely landscapes. A few flowering plants or greenery scattered around. She could definitely see adding some throw
pillows and throws to the sofa and chairs to brighten up the color scheme a
little. Just then her eyes fell on the
viewports. They were all closed, just
as Chakotay had promised, but there was something sitting on the ledge in front
of one of the windows. Tears filled her
eyes at the sight of a small bonsai tree with a bright red ribbon tied around
it.
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"How's the tea working?" Sassy curled up on the sofa in the captain's
ready room. Taking a sip of herbal tea,
she watched as Janeway joined her on the couch. She had been at loose ends with Chakotay gone the past few days
so she had jumped at Kathryn's invitation to have tea this afternoon.
A pleasant, relaxed feeling settled over
Kathryn as she smiled at her friend.
"Wonderfully, I haven't
slept this well in years. I would never
have guessed I'd enjoy herbal tea almost as much as coffee, but an afternoon
cup has become habit."
Smiling, Sassy agreed. "I know what you mean. I can't live without my coffee, but at
certain times of day, a cup of herbal tea hits the spot. How is your tea stock holding up? Do you need any?"
Running her supply through her mind,
Janeway commented. "The bedtime
tea supply is fine, but I'm running low on the other tea blend."
"The camomille, St. John's Wort
blend?" Sassy asked. At Kathryn's
assent, she nodded in acknowledgement.
"Ok, I'll get more to you.
I'm slowly building a stock of prepared herbs and other ingredients in
canisters for easier preparation."
"How are things in the
garden?" Crossing her legs,
Janeway settled back against the sofa.
"Great, I'm finally getting a routine
down and I've worked up a maintenance schedule for the garden to keep things
running smoothly." Sassy enjoyed
these visits. While B'Elanna showed no
signs of thawing toward her, others among the crew were slowly becoming more
friendly. Kathryn, though, had quickly
become a close friend. Nobody on the
crew, probably not even Chakotay, knew how much Kathryn loved to laugh or even
who she really was when she let go of her captainly attitude. "Although," she leaned in conspiratorially. "If you're ever in the garden in the
evening or late at night, be sure to make lots of noise and, whatever you do,
don't go back into the coffee tree grove."
"Why?" From the
wink Ceshlyta shot her, she was anticipating an amusing anecdote.
"Some of the crew are discovering
the wonders of nature. The garden is
becoming something of a trysting spot, especially behind the genniberry hedge
in the coffee grove."
"Oh . . . my. That's not bad for the plants is
it?" The muscles of Janeway's
mouth were twitching as she tried to contain her amusement.
"No," Sassy rushed to assure her.
"Although I do wish that they wouldn't all use the same spots. If they'd spread that protein around a
little more, I wouldn't have to feed the coffee trees quite so much."
Both women dissolved into helpless giggles
at that observation.
"If you need that particular
substance," Janeway offered
through her laughter, "I could assign some duty shifts to a couple of
crewmen to provide it on a regular basis.
Or maybe we could work out an arrangement to purchase it from crewmen in
exchange for replicator rations."
"Oh . . . please, . . .
stop." Sassy had set her teacup
down and was holding her sides as she laughed.
They were both wiping tears from their eyes as they continued giggling
hysterically. "I really don't want
to handle those transactions and I can only imagine Chakotay's face if he gets
assigned that duty." The mirth
resumed for several minutes at that thought.
"No, I think we should just let nature takes its course and let the
protein fall where it may." The
laughter erupted again, both women convulsed with merriment.
Once they had calmed down, Janeway
switched conversational gears.
"Have you gotten settled into Chakotay's quarters yet?"
Still wiping her eyes, Sassy nodded. "Yeah, I'm just now starting to do some
redecorating. The first couple of days
I spent getting the feel of the place.
It's a little utilitarian for my comfort, but I don't want to make any
changes that would cause Chakotay to be uncomfortable. I'm just planning to brighten up the color
scheme and add a few touches. Stuff
that is Standard-issue I'm going to recycle for more cozy items. It'll have a strong Amerindian feel to it,
just more of a homey environment."
"I'm looking forward to seeing it
when you're done." Janeway set her
empty cup on the coffee table. "Do
you need any help?"
"No, thank you. Tom and Harry have offered to help me
replace the chairs tomorrow, other than that it's just small things." Sassy finished her tea and got up, picking
up Kathryn's cup and taking both their teacups over to recycle them. "Chakotay did the sweetest thing before
he left." She sat back down on the
sofa. "He replicated a bonsai tree
for me and left it in his quarters with a red ribbon tied around it for me to
find. I mentioned a couple of weeks ago
that I used a bonsai tree that my grandfather had given me as my focus in
meditation back home. I can't believe
he remembers minor details like that from conversations we had two weeks
ago."
"Chakotay is very considerate. He told me about the missed meeting between
the two of you on the Gettysburg. It's
such an incredibly romantic story. I
like seeing him the way he's been recently, happy and content. I almost pulled him off this away mission so
he could spend time with you." It
had been obvious in the briefing that morning that he hadn't wanted to go, but
his sense of responsibility had kept him from requesting that he not be
sent. She had followed his lead, not
making the offer that she knew he couldn't allow himself to accept.
Sassy smiled at that. "Chakotay isn't the kind of man to
shirk his perceived responsibilities over his personal life. He wouldn't have accepted being removed from
this mission just because of me. I
admit I wish he hadn't had to go, but I wouldn't want him to be any less than
who he is."
"Somehow, I wouldn't have expected
any less from someone who shares his soul," Janeway nodded in approval at
Ceshlyta.
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"All right. Now, are you sure this is where you want the chairs to
go?" Tom looked over at Sassy as
she stood eyeing the room critically.
"Yes," she nodded
definitively. "I think. Well, if it doesn't work there, I can always
ask Chakotay to move them when he gets back."
Chuckling, he shook his head at the
typically female answer. Activating his
combadge, "Paris to Kim. We're as
ready as she's going to be. I'm sending
you the coordinates now. Energize when
ready and please, make sure you've got the right chairs." As the chairs materialized, he looked at
Sassy for her reaction.
"Perfect."
"Harry, that's it. We're all set here." Tom closed off the channel. He turned in a complete circle, surveying
the quarters. "It looks great in
here. I like it."
Smiling, she looked around the room. "Thank you, and thank you for the help,
Harry too. I really appreciate
it."
"Well, now." Walking over, he put his arm on her
shoulder. "If you really want to
show your appreciation, Harry and I need someone to play Constance Goodheart in
the latest chapter of Captain Proton. I'm meeting Harry in the mess hall. Come with me, we'll grab some dinner while we go over the script
with you and then we're off to save the universe. "
Grinning, she shook her head in
capitulation, "I'll bet more than
one of your school reports contained the word 'incorrigible'."
"As a matter of fact, they
did." Tom steered her out of the
room. "Until I was ten, I thought
it was my middle name."
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Chakotay leaned against the wall just
watching Sassy sleep. It had been a
long week trapped in the confines of the Flyer with Vorik and the others. They had managed to obtain the polyferranide
and deuterium quicker than expected and had rendezvoused with Voyager eight
hours early. He hadn't been sure she
would be here in his -- their-- quarters, but he had hoped she would. She looked so beautiful lying there,
sleeping peacefully, her hair spread across the pillows. He surveyed the quarters, noting the changes
she had made. He liked it, the room
felt different, more comfortable.
Quietly, he began pulling off his uniform. After a quick stop in the bathroom, he slipped under the new,
light blue comforter. Propping himself
on his elbow, he studied her in the low light.
Her long eyelashes rested on the tanned softness of her cheeks, her
full, red lips slightly parted. He
leaned down, only intending to moisten her lips with a kiss. As he moved the comforter aside, his hand
brushed the warm fullness of her breasts.
He grew instantly aroused with the realization that she was sleeping
nude. His hand began an unhurried
exploration of her body even as his dark head dipped to kiss her awake.
Pleasurable sensations were spreading
through her body as Sassy woke to a very insistent tongue exploring and teasing
the moist depths of her mouth. A large,
strong hand was aimlessly stroking the curves of her breasts. As he started casually rolling one hardened
nipple between his thumb and fingers, she gasped into his mouth, arching
herself up. Chakotay was leaning over
her, trapping one arm at her side. The
other hand came up to rest on his forearm as he continued tormenting her
breast. The sparse hairs on his arm
tickled her palm as she ran her hand along its length.
When he felt her moving beneath him, his
mouth moved from hers to follow his hand on a lingering journey down the length
of her lithe, honey-toned body. He
shifted himself to a more comfortable position while his fingers trailed down
her body and his lips nuzzled the softness of her throat. His body was throbbing almost painfully, but
he pushed aside his need wanting this to be as long, slow and deliberate as
possible. Nothing was said by either of
them, it wasn't necessary. She moaned
wordlessly in his ear as she bared her throat to his mouth. He kissed his way down, stopping to nip
softly at her collarbone eliciting a swift intake of breath from Sassy. Alternately kissing and nibbling down her
chest, he pulled a hardened nipple gently between his teeth and began pulling
and sucking at it. For long moments he
stayed there, occasionally flicking the nipple with his tongue as he pulled on
it with his teeth and suckled at her breast.
As she twisted and pressed herself into his mouth, he leisurely began
licking and nipping his way across the valley between her beautiful tan curves
to pay equal homage to her other breast.
Gasping at the incredible sensations he
was creating with only his mouth, Sassy tangled her fingers in his silky, thick
hair, trying to pull him closer. From
his casual movements, she knew this was going to be slow and sensual. She tried to slow her breathing,
concentrating on the pleasure coursing through her. He put just the right pressure in the actions of his teeth and
tongue. She could feel him building the
sensations in her gradually and then periodically sending sharp streaks of fire
through her. Her hands began their own
exploration of his body as his mouth finally left her breasts to continue downward. His hot breath against the soft, taut skin
of her stomach caused shivers through her as he nuzzled his way down her
abdomen. She could feel his muscles
rippling under her fingertips as she stroked and caressed him wherever she
could reach.
When he had worked his way down to her navel,
his tongue flicked out to caress the indentation. Feeling her buck against the unexpected sensation, he moved his
hands to hold her hips steady as he began probing and nuzzling her belly button
in earnest. Her soft whimpers and moans
increased sharply in pitch as she writhed helplessly beneath his moist
onslaught. With one last swipe of his
tongue, he continued his oral trek, tasting the saltiness of her now
sweat-dampened body. Avoiding the
juncture of her thighs, he tasted his way down one long, tanned leg, pausing to
carefully and thoroughly suck each toe.
When he moved beyond her reach, Sassy
tangled her hands in the sheets. She
was floating on waves of desire, oblivious to everything but the feeling of his
hot, talented mouth traveling over every inch of her sensitized skin. He was patient and deliberate in his
attentions, driving her to the pinnacle of need and tethering her there. Feeling him start working his way back up
her other leg, she whimpered and arched her hips at him, wordlessly begging him
to end this sweet torment. Strong hands
gripped her hips once again as he answered her plea, his tongue penetrating,
stroking and filling her throbbing wetness.
She moaned ceaselessly, her fingers finding and gripping the dark head
driving her to ecstasy. When his mouth
latched on and began licking and sucking her in earnest, her body spasmed
strongly and she could hear herself screaming her release.
Chakotay stayed where he was through her
orgasm, feeling her body quivering under his hands, inhaling her scent. Moving back up, he kissed her deeply,
feeling her soft lips surrender to him even as his mouth crushed them. He felt her hands on his chest urging him
over onto his back. Without breaking
the kiss, he rolled so that their positions were reversed.
Sassy broke the kiss and sat up seeing her
husband's brown eyes darkened to almost black with desire. Copying his earlier actions, she kissed and
nuzzled her way down his throat and across his chest. His bronze skin was smooth and sweaty, his broad chest smooth and
hairless as her mouth found and latched onto a dark nipple. Torturing it with her teeth and tongue as he
had hers, she heard him groan as he buried his hands in her hair. She felt his body shudder beneath her as she
gave one last tug before moving to do the same to its twin. She was straddling him, moving herself down
the length of his powerful form. The
muscles of his stomach were tight and she stroked her hands across them,
following with her tongue. She worked
her way down to his straining hardness, stopping there, his thighs trapped
between hers as she rested on his legs.
Chakotay watched as she lingeringly
explored his body with her hands and mouth as he had explored hers. Her long, black hair tickled his skin as she
licked and kissed her way down his torso.
He struggled to control his reactions, wanting to give her the
opportunity to taste and enjoy his body as he had hers. Her hair was soft between his fingers as he
tangled them there, shuddering as her mouth found a nipple. Ripples of pleasure ran through him as she
played with it. A sharp streak of fire
shot through him as she tugged on it with her small, white teeth. His breathing was ragged as she continued to
taste and tease his chest, moving slowly down his stomach. She sat up, throwing her hair back, her
breasts bobbing slightly as she reached his hips. He was painfully hard at this point, his knuckles white amid the
sheets as he fought to keep from grabbing her and burying himself in her. Her fingertips tickled him as they traced
lightly around the tip and down his hardness, teasingly stroking him. He moaned loudly, straining and trembling
beneath her.
Replacing her hands with her mouth, Sassy
slowly and roughly dragged her tongue the length of him. As he bucked strongly, nearly unseating her,
she took him in her mouth swirling her tongue over him. Breathing in his musky scent, her desires
were fired anew. She braced her hands
on his hips and began a slow tempo, moving her head up and down almost
releasing him from her mouth before slowly taking its length all the way back
in. Lost in the sensations, there was
only the taste of him and the feel of him sliding in and out of her mouth. When she felt him starting to lose control,
she stopped, allowing his breathing to return to normal before resuming. Twice more, she pushed him to the edge until
powerful hands gripped her arms and pulled her up, rolling her under him. As his sensuous lips swooped to claim hers,
she felt his knee forcing her legs apart.
She welcomed his weight as he settled onto her, tangling her legs with
his.
His hands found hers and clasped them,
drawing them over her head and pinning them there. His tongue tangled with hers as he shifted his weight to cover
her body with his. He broke the kiss,
drawing in a deep, steadying breath as he eased himself into the tight, wet
heat of her body. He kept his movements
slow, his tempo steady as stroked in and out of her. His desires were spiraling out of control, her breasts crushed
against his chest, her hardened nipples digging into him deliciously. When she shifted, wrapping her legs around
his waist to allow him deeper access he responded by increasing the intensity
of his movements. Her mouth strained up,
finding his lips and pulling them down for a kiss. He slanted his mouth across her swollen lips, deepening the kiss,
his tongue snaking in to mimic the motions of his body. He was driving himself far up into her body,
relishing the sensation of her welcoming and gripping him with each
stroke. When she began sucking gently
on his tongue his rhythm broke, his movements becoming frantic. Just as a powerful release ripped through
him, he felt her arch beneath him screaming his name. He held himself tight against her as his hips jerked with his
orgasm. Exhausted, he collapsed onto
her heaving chest as they both recovered from their intense exertions.
When Sassy finally caught her breath, she
nudged her husband's face up to meet his beautiful brown eyes. "Welcome home."
Catching her lips in a brief, dizzying
kiss, Chakotay murmured against her mouth, "It's good to be home."
**FINIS**